FINALLY!!! Finally, I found something that believes in me as much as I believe in it….BEACHBODY!! For many years I was in love with beer, because I felt it was the only thing that loved me back. Beer was most definitely my drug of choice, but that wasn't the extent by any means. See for a long time I didn't feel like I was loved. I never seemed sufficient enough in my mom’s eyes and my dad was always working and never had time to hang out. When I drank a warm cozy feeling overcame me, something I'd never experienced before, like a big embracing hug I'd never gotten. Once I started I didn’t want to quit because I didn’t want to lose that feeling.
Throughout the years, the more I tried to get people to love and accept me, the more I felt rejected. I’ve dealt with a man telling me he didn’t want anything to do with our child, abusive relationships, being ARRESTED on numerous occasions, and even going to REHAB! I finally was ready to give up. Why should I care if I live to see another day if no one else did? I LOST EVERYTHING I worked so hard for because of my addiction. How could something that made me feel so loved at one time do this to me? How did I get to this place? I felt as if everyone was judging me and pointing fingers at me instead of helping me get better. No one cared WHY I was at this place in my life, they just considered me a dead beat, no good for nothing waste of space.
Since no one else was going to help me I HAD to help myself. There’s many times I should’ve died, but GOD said nope I’m not done with you, in fact I’m just getting started with you. I had no idea what was about to happen when I packed up and moved to FLORIDA again, but I knew I HAD to make a better life for my daughter and I. Shortly after I moved down, I was searching for something I could get involved with that’s healthy for me. I had no idea what, because I completely lost myself. I didn’t even know what I liked to do anymore. I PRAYED and PRAYED for God to lead me in the right direction. AND HE DID!!!
I found my BEACHBODY coach online. I had no idea what all this was about or what I was about to get myself into, but I knew that it HAD to be better than my old life. He invited me to 813FitClub located in Tampa, FL. Here is where I fell in love with BEACHBODY and all it has to offer. We do a different BEACHBODY program every week and I haven’t missed one week since I started going in July! Not only do I absolutely love the workouts and SHAKEOLOGY, but for me it’s the family that I’ve grown to love so much! For the first time in my life, I feel ACCEPTED and LOVED! It’s the MOST AMAZING feeling in the world to feel 100% unjudged. My journey isn’t as much physical for me as it is internal. The person I’ve become and still am becoming on a daily basis is truly a blessing from God. He lead me to my BEACHBODY family to save me. I am a firm believer now in surrounding yourself with the right group of people that want nothing but the best for you! If you are looking for that please do yourself a favor and at least give BEACHBODY a chance. I would be honored to introduce you to my FAMILY and help you thru the hard times this world can bring us! Just know there is HOPE…. If I can do it SO CAN YOU!! J
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